cutest couple on the planet!
awwwwwwww
must hear: this new mraz is absolute perfection.
its like a sunrise or a hot tea or a hug.
its love
—couldn’t have said it better cp!
I can’t pinpoint how I’m feeling today. I have gone from happy to nostalgic to sad and lonely and I these emotions are draining. I just want some normalcy in my life that doesn’t involve working 7 days a week. I need an adventure I need a challenge and I don’t know where to begin. I need a vacation and to do something fun. I’m going to the sox game on Sunday but I’m not sure it will be enough and it may rain : ( I’m just a mess right now and I need to figure out what I want. I hate being a grown up.
wait, patience, I can’t wait and I have none. So over having to wait for things to happen but when I do something to make something happen, I get no where and get frustrated and it’s just a never ending cycle. When do I get what I want? When I stop waiting, and searching and just let it happen…. right?
Do I need to say more? It kills me that I spend 4 days with a guy and then I can’t stop thinking about him for weeks but he can’t even take time to say hello or send a quick “how are you?” text. WTF!???!!?!?!? And then I look weak and desperate because I’m always the one to text first and stuff. I’m so over this whole thing. Of course as soon as I say that, something different will happen and I’ll fall for the next guy who says I’m pretty just like I did the last 3. I swear I’m genetically programed to fall for guys who are unavailable, live far away, or just don’t want a relationship. And guess what looks like it’s struck again. I’m such a stupid girl.

